What I Want To Tell

oh wait, I'm alive

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 04:01:33 GMT

So.
My birthday and Lu's was really good, an old friend of us came to visit us and we had lots of fun with our cousin, we used to play together all the time when we were little, we all grew up together, all of us loved pokemon and we used to play battles, it was so awesome. Good old days..

Well, I got my Interpretaton of dreams by Freud book, and I'm loving it, Twilight DVD with 2 CDs, clothing, bla bla, and a Michael Jackson shirt yay, my Dylan shirt will be done soon.
It's so strange to think I reached the age of majority and I'm still so imature. Duh
My first drawing as 18... http://img94.imageshack.us/img94/3971/eunaoacreditoqfiz.jpg

And, today (28) it completed a whole year since Dill is in our family! Snif, my baby~

..I'm not gonna say we're closer to to go our new apartment because i'm sick of saying this and it ends up being not true so just ignore it ok...

love

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 19:42:05 GMT

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 07:08:27 GMT

I finnished reading the last twilight book.
Now I'm reading another one my portuguese teacher told us to..
It's cool, but my heart already had enough of crying kids :'C

It's not what it looks like ¬3¬

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 00:58:18 GMT

hm..
I'm almost done reading the book.. since I read like, 100 pages a day.. they're talking about Brasil now, I hope I won't change my mind since I already know the shit that's coming...

My birthday.. I need to take a cool pic of Dylan so I can get a shirt with it printed!

And he's 20 now.<3

Brigadeiro:
http://img23.imageshack.us/img23/7467/23258135.jpg
http://img223.imageshack.us/img223/7608/95890642.jpg
http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/9522/32006805.jpg
http://img23.imageshack.us/img23/5232/70172331.jpg

hm........
End;

And it's not |C

shouldn't sheeps make you sleepy?

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 18:24:29 GMT

I almost skipt this month in here.. oh well..

I've been stressed later..
Finished new moon, now I'm reading the third book, I'm actually almost done..
I've been drawing Stein alot, haha..
4 days till his birthday..
22 days till mine and Lu's birthday... not in the new ap buuuut..
We made brigadeiros... so lazy to upload the pics..
Some coca again, yay..

..
I realise it's not very clear but.. let it be..

..I just wouldn 't ask to have him, that'd be so selfish.
I can live with the idea that this pain is just mine..
But I can't live knowing he's being hurt..

Ferrets require extreme cute tolerance

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 22:06:55 GMT

So, today Dylan's 'birthday gifts' came by the mail.
A new feeder cuz his old one sucked so bad, this new one is beautiful-purple, and so much better in all ways.
A Super Thru-way, it's sooooo cute and big, and he goes inside it and goes again and again and again :'c too cute for my eyes
And a ball that moves by itself, he plays chansing it!

I'll take pics when we find the camera's battery..

I can't wait to go to our new apartment where he'll be free to play on the living room and on the bedroom!

And, since Thais finished new moon on 6 days, we went to buy the other 2 books, now we have them all. Oh and I finished the first one, it's really good C:

yummmmmmmmmmmy

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 17:07:55 GMT

Yesterday my sisters and I (and our mom) watched Twilight again because she didn't remember some parts.

Then, later, we had donuts! Our mom makes chocolate donuts in many kind of shapes, we have machine to make circles for donuts too, but we almost never use that one.
This time we used the waffle machine, and then we added doce de leite over then..

They were soft and hot, and so tasty with doce de leite. We love it.

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 22:05:44 GMT

I started reading a book about memory. Cuz I wanted to read something about psychology;
I've never read a book that doesn't tell a 'story', I only read like, Harry Potter, Marley and Me etc etc.
It's so cool and interesting! So many stuff! I learned a few things already, I'm loving it! Unfortunatelly, it's short.. but maybe we can find another psychology-related book at my dad's "library", aka our house is a mess
Thais already finished Twilight and now is reading New Moon, Luiza is reading a book that talks about alchemy.

We downloaded a new MSN version, the 2009 version. With this you can set animated gifs as avatars and customise a banner, that people will see next to your avatar while talking to you. It's so cool

And we found out how to make animated gifs on Adobe! So we started doing it, I always loved to animate, I hope I can improve

icouldntsleepandschoolisback

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 22:40:56 GMT

.....................

I didn't ask to have him
I would never ask for him to love me
...
All I asked for was his health

Let's try something new shall we

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 00:17:56 GMT

Our friend (now obssessed with Soul Eater {thanks to us [and because it really rocks]}) invited us to go to a cosfair this sunday; We never went to anything like this, but we always enjoied watching stuff like that on TV.
Well, it was so cool! Everyone dressed up as anime chars I don't know, and some I did know! And some were just wearing bunny/dog or cat ears! And some other funny kind of hats, it was all so anime-like!
They were selling stuff like, those hats and ears, mangas, shirts featuring the animes, figures, rings (all the vongola rings!), necklaces, plushies, cosplays, etc etc

There were some guys talking on a microphone, and then there was a cosplay exibition, people doing like the chars they were playing, we didn't know any of these (we only watch 3 animes after all), but we could tell many of them were from Naruto.
Then there was a cosplay parade, chars we didn't know, Tsubaki, Maka (Thais recorded it, she also said she wanted to cosplay her the whole time we were there), Wolwerine, the blue guy from Xmen too, Yamamoto from Reborn (Luiza hurt my ears), many from Naruto and a bunch from Bleach, etc etc.
Then, there were group presentation.

Luiza got a Mario hat, I got Soul's headband, and Thais got a Pyong hat (that red fox)

We got back home late, and people kept staring at us on the bus and on the street, hee

Thais and I are readng Twilight, we're both on the middle of the book (2-3 pages between us), I like it alot, how he's so sweet and kind to her, and all this lovey-dovey stuff that makes heart melt...

Right now I am completely obssessed with this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7H47oQH1TW4
(I set repeat ok)

Pissed Happy Super happy

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 15:23:19 GMT

My sisters and I were friends with someone for a long time (by the internet), and we always were good friends to this person, we always made trades (even though my trades are close, we never denied) we made gift and etc etc etc
This person ended up fucking up Luiza's account on a site out there, because she was soooooo kind to this bitch, and I am SO PISSED for this

The worst part is, she denies it was her fault
She is STILL trying to fool us to believe her
I wound't expect it from her..
And I can't do fucking anything to help Lu
And complaint at this bitch doesn't work, she just -ignored- my note
She's such a victim you know, it wasn't her fault, it was just her imaginary friend called josh who "hacked" her account, and magicly discovered she had Luiza's account too
Her way to LIE is so clear I am actually wondering if she DOES have a brain

So, we got a friend of ours into Soul Eater (real friend this time)
She's now a big fan like us and we spent time talking about our favorite chars, it's awesome, and now she's coming to our house to watch the final episodes of the anime~
She's so loev

And finally
I got some money with that "project" I worked at, and we bought a mini tablet for Thais!
It arrived today and it's soooooooooo cute and tiny
Now everyone to Iscribble!

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 23:58:15 GMT

Day 2 was Dylan's birthday! He didn't have a comemoration or anything, but he got a new cube for his cage.
And here are some pics of him:

I spent years trying to get a good designer for him (long before his birth), but ferrets are hard to draw, this is how I'm drawing him right now.
And, he is in love with Soul.

AND
My sisters and I finished first Japanese lesson on LIveMocha! We're doing it together, we do stuff at the same time haha

I hope we can really learn something with this

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 21:46:38 GMT

Soooooooooooooooooooo

My vacations were supposed to end on 3th of august, but, since we have like, 60(?) deaths by suine Flu, everyone is scared (I am scared ;^;) so they changed that date to 17th, so I'll be on vacation for some more time... I hope it's "less bad" when the day comes, I don't wanna go to the hospital..

Day 27 it completed 2 months since our new tablet arrived, and as I've promissed before I get it, I've been drawing everyday since it arrived, at least one sketch a day. Sometimes 2 or a finished piece.
So here are some...

I think the gift ones are obvious.. and the masochistic ones too......
The last one (so weird) was made before we get this new tablet, but it's the best Stein I've ever made or at least the one I got happiest with the result.... he hates me... I mean HE'S SO HARD ;^;

LUIZA MADE IT TO ME AND I AM NOT THE SAME :'''C

And.. if I really get some money from something I've worked on.. I wanna buy a tablet for Thaís and we're all gonna draw on Iscribble~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<3

AND TOMORROW MY BABY TURNS 1
THERE AIN'T NO BETTER SON IN THIS WORLD

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 23:28:47 GMT

For our new room when we move~~~~~~~~~~

It's kinda close, I'm excited

Tomorrow it's daddy's birthday, and next month is Dylan's, he'll be 1, happy birthday to yous~<3

piccccccccssssssss

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 19:34:08 GMT

We made some photos of the plushies:

And new pics of Dylan:

LINK

We placed his cage on a bedroom and he ran free around the bedroom, played, and fell asleep, I was using Thais' PC with him sleeping by side <33

~~~~~~

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 18:29:37 GMT

After about one month.. I'm finnaly "done" with my part of a "big thing" I was working on, and I'm really really happy for this, now, I just have to wait and see what good things it will lead me too soon. Money AHEM..

Yesterday, after lots and lots of rounds of Soul Eater Battle Resonance for PS2, our plushies arrived by the mail, they are huge! I thougth they were smaller, but absolutelly adorable! I'll make pics later, I love Soul's shirt, I can bend the sleeves I can't get enough of it!!

Also, the SUPER AWESOME AMAZING CUTE KIND HANDSOME dragonfire32 gave me 1 year of subscription on DA!! And I can't even spell this!!!!!
<3333333333333333
Thank you SO MUCH!! <33333333333

And, Lu and I started doing something that's coming out cool and totally fun to make! I don't know if we're uploading it anywhere when we're done, but anyway, it's awesome to make it! C':

My best friend is called HEADACHE! C:

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 03:48:40 GMT

Yoooo

News for once!
We were supposed to start a japanese course this year, yeah, think we could convince them after all, but plans changed...
We're probably moving from our apartment in about 3 months, and going to a bigger one (those were awesome almost-10-years of waiting), but that means, stick-with-every-single-cent-you-have and japanese will have to wait (maybe 10 years), but I love the new ap, can't wait to be there.

Today was so awesome, I mean.. there are some times when I really really wish I'd have someone to talk to.. like, my sisters can tell ME what I wanna say, so I'd like to talk to someone else....

Then I felt like taking a 'ekusukuse moi' FUCKING break..
And went to watch Ratatouille with my sisters, which didn't last much, cuz we decided to try with our mom: Salsage and spaghetti

Yummy..
Then we plaied Wii Fit, that was fun.
I feel good when I leave my computer and everything related to it once in a while.. I feel kinda free, for once..

back = yes+no+maybe

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 14:35:16 GMT

GOSH~
I've been DEAD here :C
Sowy..

Not much to say, we got The Sims 3 but thanks to my old computer.. it's so slow I lost my temper! C:

Anyways, I F.I.N.A.L.L.Y. got to upload the pics I made of Stein while I was playing with him ~~many times ago~~ HERE:

http://pics.livejournal.com/griffinwind/gallery/0000gdkd?page=1

I made the pencils YEARS ago and Thais found it, it fits just perfect!!
And that is Polly's cowboy hat! But Luiza didn't like me using Spirit as a horse... she's lucky he's juct a stick! >:C

....you can't blame me for playing with my toys... ¬U¬ ..I supose..

And speaking of awesome:

Of course we bought them and now we're waiting for Kiddo and Stein's plushies! C:
Thais didn't like Maka :C

Here is me being shitty again

Mon, 25 May 2009 02:16:10 GMT

Yesterday was Thais' birthday! <3
My lil sis is 15 now, so cute <33

I haven't been using our tablet recently in the hope of working with the new tablet soon. But it doesn't arrive, so I'm in a hiatus or something.
Not like I was being too active these past months either.
But tomorrow is monday and sedex is fast so, maybe I do some art soon.
And then I'll be more active! (I will force me to)

Today was awesome, yeah, my stupidity never ceases to fuck me.
But I'd like to know where, WHERE did I go wrong?
Now it's all ok forget it let's keep going
But how long, just how long will it take for the next shit?

Best son ever

Mon, 11 May 2009 01:23:45 GMT

Marley and Me

Thu, 30 Apr 2009 20:21:04 GMT

Last Sunday Dill played on the yard's ground. It was SO-CUTE see him running here and there! And I running after him to stop him of doing crazy stuff and hurt himself!
Then obviously, I gave him a bath after this, and he lies on my lap and let me do what I want with him, snif, my baby~<3
My legs still hurt for all the exercise..

Today I watched the movie Marley and Me.
It's cool, I liked it, though it must be very better for those who didn't read the book.
The entirely movie looks rushing, and scenes I thought would be CLASSIC turned out to last less than 5 minutes each. But it's still really good.

Though it made me remember Mel so much... when he was on that table and all...
Then I reminded I used to hug her and hide my face on her when I felt like crying on a movie...
...
It's awesome, watch it..

SPAM

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 22:56:58 GMT

Cuz I'm bored..

Hotter's impossible~

Boxes, snif, I want mine |C

....just so I can stare at it till mine arrives....

And this is a vector I made of a sticker set..
I'll print it on a sticker paper..
One day..
Yes yes

☆

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 21:17:11 GMT

Friday
My sisters and I came back from school talking about the holidays on Monday and Tuesday, and that this entire week we'll come back home earlier, and how we're excited for our itens to come by the mail.

When we got home, we were told about the news, Mel (http://pics.livejournal.com/burndragonfire/pic/0000161r/g1) started crying, and wasn't moving, our parents took her to the vet, and that for the next 2 days she would stay there to see how bad was her situation.

Later, on that same day, we went to visit her, my sisters, me, our mom, and grandma. To see her lied on a table, with something on her vein, all yellow-ish, and breathing really fast.
I think it didn't last 5 mins we arrived, her breathing slowed down untill stop. The girls tried to make her breath, but it didn't work, we could just pet her and tell her to be ok, and she was gone.
I didn't say I loved her.
And she was gone.
I will never forget this scene.
It was about 7 years, and now, when we wake up, go to bed, come back home, or leave for a walk, the house feels empty.

Rest in peace, angel..

--

I don't want to just throw a sad jornal here, so let's talk about some other thing....
My sister and I watched episode 2 of FMA and it was good, Luiza said they're kinda rushing and I don't mind it at all, since I can't wait to see Envy on it! C|

And I feel like drawing, but I never get inspiration, it's frustating me. >|C

And our mom bought a mini japanese dictionary with usefull expressions! It's so cute! C:

yo

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 21:38:59 GMT

I DIED HERE~~~~~

:C

And what do I have to say.. hm..

Soul Eater finnished.. and my sisters and I watched it LIVE before school! hoho~
It was great..
But I'm looking SO forward to the manga's ending!!
And for my Stein figure that's coming by the mail!! C':
WANT~

And, the new Full Metal series started!! I need to watch the first epi!

And LOST started but we lost it :C
Need to wait till they air the first epi again.....

And
and
and
and

Holidays! C8

END
-my life is so interesting-

Say OK

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 00:49:09 GMT

You are fine, you are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you're not looking for true love
No, I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one
So tell me

When it's not all right
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say all right? (Say all right)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through, whatever?
Or run away...
"Say that it's gonna be alright
That it's gonna be ok"
Say ok!

When you call I don't know
If I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends
Who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (Feel safe!)

When it's not all right
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say all right? (Say all right)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through, whatever?
Or run away...
"Say that it's gonna be all right
That it's gonna be ok
Don't run away, don't run away".

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away
So, let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer, yeah

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say all right? (Say all right)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through, whatever?
Or run away...
"Say that it's gonna be all right
That it's gonna be ok"
Say Ok
"Don't run away, don't run away"

"Say that it's gonna be all right.
That it's gonna be ok, don't run away"
Will you say ok?
"Say that it's gonna be all right.
That it's gonna be ok, don't run away"