Yoooo

News for once!
We were supposed to start a japanese course this year, yeah, think we could convince them after all, but plans changed...
We're probably moving from our apartment in about 3 months, and going to a bigger one (those were awesome almost-10-years of waiting), but that means, stick-with-every-single-cent-you-have and japanese will have to wait (maybe 10 years), but I love the new ap, can't wait to be there.

Today was so awesome, I mean.. there are some times when I really really wish I'd have someone to talk to.. like, my sisters can tell ME what I wanna say, so I'd like to talk to someone else....

Then I felt like taking a 'ekusukuse moi' FUCKING break..
And went to watch Ratatouille with my sisters, which didn't last much, cuz we decided to try with our mom: Salsage and spaghetti



Yummy..
Then we plaied Wii Fit, that was fun.
I feel good when I leave my computer and everything related to it once in a while.. I feel kinda free, for once..

GOSH~
I've been DEAD here :C
Sowy..

Not much to say, we got The Sims 3 but thanks to my old computer.. it's so slow I lost my temper! C:

Anyways, I F.I.N.A.L.L.Y. got to upload the pics I made of Stein while I was playing with him many times ago HERE:

http://pics.livejournal.com/griffinwind/gallery/0000gdkd?page=1

I made the pencils YEARS ago and Thais found it, it fits just perfect!!
And that is Polly's cowboy hat! But Luiza didn't like me using Spirit as a horse... she's lucky he's juct a stick! >:C

....you can't blame me for playing with my toys... ¬U¬ ..I supose..


And speaking of awesome:

Of course we bought them and now we're waiting for Kiddo and Stein's plushies! C:
Thais didn't like Maka :C

Yesterday was Thais' birthday! <3
My lil sis is 15 now, so cute <33

I haven't been using our tablet recently in the hope of working with the new tablet soon. But it doesn't arrive, so I'm in a hiatus or something.
Not like I was being too active these past months either.
But tomorrow is monday and sedex is fast so, maybe I do some art soon.
And then I'll be more active! (I will force me to)

Today was awesome, yeah, my stupidity never ceases to fuck me.
But I'd like to know where, WHERE did I go wrong?
Now it's all ok forget it let's keep going
But how long, just how long will it take for the next shit?

Last Sunday Dill played on the yard's ground. It was SO-CUTE see him running here and there! And I running after him to stop him of doing crazy stuff and hurt himself!
Then obviously, I gave him a bath after this, and he lies on my lap and let me do what I want with him, snif, my baby~<3
My legs still hurt for all the exercise..

Today I watched the movie Marley and Me.
It's cool, I liked it, though it must be very better for those who didn't read the book.
The entirely movie looks rushing, and scenes I thought would be CLASSIC turned out to last less than 5 minutes each. But it's still really good.

Though it made me remember Mel so much... when he was on that table and all...
Then I reminded I used to hug her and hide my face on her when I felt like crying on a movie...
...
It's awesome, watch it..

Cuz I'm bored..


Hotter's impossible~


Boxes, snif, I want mine |C


....just so I can stare at it till mine arrives....



And this is a vector I made of a sticker set..
I'll print it on a sticker paper..
One day..
Yes yes

Friday
My sisters and I came back from school talking about the holidays on Monday and Tuesday, and that this entire week we'll come back home earlier, and how we're excited for our itens to come by the mail.

When we got home, we were told about the news, Mel (http://pics.livejournal.com/burndragonfire/pic/0000161r/g1) started crying, and wasn't moving, our parents took her to the vet, and that for the next 2 days she would stay there to see how bad was her situation.

Later, on that same day, we went to visit her, my sisters, me, our mom, and grandma. To see her lied on a table, with something on her vein, all yellow-ish, and breathing really fast.
I think it didn't last 5 mins we arrived, her breathing slowed down untill stop. The girls tried to make her breath, but it didn't work, we could just pet her and tell her to be ok, and she was gone.
I didn't say I loved her.
And she was gone.
I will never forget this scene.
It was about 7 years, and now, when we wake up, go to bed, come back home, or leave for a walk, the house feels empty.

Rest in peace, angel..

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I don't want to just throw a sad jornal here, so let's talk about some other thing....
My sister and I watched episode 2 of FMA and it was good, Luiza said they're kinda rushing and I don't mind it at all, since I can't wait to see Envy on it! C|

And I feel like drawing, but I never get inspiration, it's frustating me. >|C

And our mom bought a mini japanese dictionary with usefull expressions! It's so cute! C:

I DIED HERE~~~~~

:C

And what do I have to say.. hm..

Soul Eater finnished.. and my sisters and I watched it LIVE before school! hoho~
It was great..
But I'm looking SO forward to the manga's ending!!
And for my Stein figure that's coming by the mail!! C':
WANT~

And, the new Full Metal series started!! I need to watch the first epi!

And LOST started but we lost it :C
Need to wait till they air the first epi again.....

And
and
and
and

Holidays! C8

END
-my life is so interesting-

You are fine, you are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you're not looking for true love
No, I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one
So tell me

When it's not all right
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say all right? (Say all right)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through, whatever?
Or run away...
"Say that it's gonna be alright
That it's gonna be ok"
Say ok!

When you call I don't know
If I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends
Who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (Feel safe!)

When it's not all right
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say all right? (Say all right)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through, whatever?
Or run away...
"Say that it's gonna be all right
That it's gonna be ok
Don't run away, don't run away".

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away
So, let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer, yeah

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say all right? (Say all right)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through, whatever?
Or run away...
"Say that it's gonna be all right
That it's gonna be ok"
Say Ok
"Don't run away, don't run away"

"Say that it's gonna be all right.
That it's gonna be ok, don't run away"
Will you say ok?
"Say that it's gonna be all right.
That it's gonna be ok, don't run away"

I've been dead here for so long... oh my..

Well.

My sisters and I found a cute site, TotemLands http://thetotemlands.com/index.php
It's a graphic chat, I made lots of poses for me and my sisses and we play there, it's so awesome, we'll have our own room too!

The other day, my mom had to visit school for some reason and she was going there at night, I took the chances but... I didn't saw him at all... oh well... next time, who knows

YESTERDAY our mom bought by the internet 2 Japanese dictionaries!!! Portuguese-Japanese and Japanese-Portuguese!! They have about 700 - 900 pages! Kanji, Romaji, Katakanas and Hiraganas! It will arrive by the end of this week! We can't wait!! C:

...Full Metal Alchemist.. chap 93...... I hate it..

ENDS

I just discovered....
That now he's on the night's period of school...
I won't see him anymore..
And all I've got now, are his two lil words, the only ones I understood when he came to talk to me..
My brain goes ~*
So I didnt understand.. but these ones, I'll never forget...
What am I gonna do now?

I can't speak.
My throat is weird, no one listens to me!

I watched Soul Eater epi 45
Stein is so cute....

The next manga chapter will release only on April, when the anime ends, and the new Full Metal starts. I wanna watch it!

After so many time since we tried the Endless Forest for the first time, and it was so slow we lost interest, yesterday Luiza was trying it again (she's a random person lol), but it didn't work on her PC, I tried it on mine now, and it worked, it's a cool game but a bit tiresome, I'll play more on it later.

This week started our school.
The class is totally new, but THANKS GODNESS Luiza is with me.
This class seens better than our old ones, let's see if that doesn't change.

Yesterday our mother left to a birthday party, and Thais Luiza and I were alone on the house, when a LARGE cockroach appeared on the bathroom! We ran out and closed the door, but we were too afraid of opening it again and put poison to kill it. We all had to pee, so we started our plan, it was SO FUNNY, scary, but funny!
We wanted to look if she was still on the same place by the window, but we couldn't, so I put my hand inside by the window with our camera, and recorded it, to see it walking pitifully by the ground, we put poison and etc, and after all it, we took a pic by the window to see if it was died, and it was!! We did it!!! lol
It can sound totally stupid for males.. but I'm a female freaking disgusted by cockroach.

AND
Today I took Dill for his first walk on the street!!!!! Unless he didn't walk, he was on my lap, but he watched the people and cars and etc, he got afraid of loud noises sometimes, but I think he liked it!
People by the street all stoped to look at him! People pet him, asked me what was he, others just guessed (squirrel, mouse, etc...), and a few knew what he was, but it was awesome! <333

Another english classes passed and it was very funny!
And we have holiday next saturday, so no classes!

And, school starts tomorrow, it was gonna start lask week but they changed.
And I'm so freaking afraid Luiza and I don't get the same class.....
I won't be able to bear it alone anymore....
I won't sleep tonight...

I'm reading Marley & Me again, it never gets old, awesome book!

I think it's all;

Sunday was the first day of the year of our english classes! And this week, will start the real school.

The teacher is new, but she's very cool, she talks a lot too, and there's a new boy on our class! It was pretty fun and funny, and we didn't get much homework!

I finished reading the Anee Frank's Diary. It was very interesting, she wrote things in a humoristic way, it was funny to read some parts and etc, but as obvious, the end is really sad.., but I liked it!

My mom bought a cube and tend for Dylan!

It arrived today, and he liked it, he is soooo cute!!
I added more pics on his gallery: http://pics.livejournal.com/griffinwind/gallery/0000fpk9

And this one I made to compare his size, it doesn't look like, but he did grow up!

2 months, 29 days
6 months, 7 days

And he reaches both sides of the cage!
My baby~<3

My head hurts, and it's SO HOT here, I don't feel like doing ANYTHING

Yesterday, the day before yesterday, all these last past days were UNBEARABLE.
And what is even WORSE than the hotness, is to hear "I wish I was there", "here is so cold", "lucky you", YOUR ASS
FIRST OF ALL, it's not simply hot here, it's SUPER HOT, and it's like this the entire YEAR, summer? Winter? It makes no diference AT ALL. It used to make, but these last years I can't even tell which season we're at.

And I don't seek people's weathers, or envy them.
But hot is worse than cold in like, you don't feel like doing anything, you're NEVER hungry, doing everything makes you tired, you feel unconfortable, you feel bad, you get stressed, and there's no helping it, fans just throw hot air in you and air conditioning sometimes makes it a bit colder.
You can't get outside, you can't do anything.
In another city, some old people died with hotness...
RIP..
Sometimes, even I get dizzy, and people envy this.

I drew this the other day to cool my mind.

And the other one is old, just never posted anywhere.

I am pissed, I don't know why, OK, maybe I DO.

Whatever, I started reading the Anne Frank's Diary yesterday, because my dad has a very good taste on books, he showed me and my sisters Harry Potter way before it go popular. So this might be good. But I highly doubt I'll finish it... I'll try at least.

Now I need coca to make a thermal shock on my stomach.

So, Dill's last vaccination for Canine distemper before it turns yearly, was supposed to be day 28, but the vet wasn't here, she traveled to another city, so we went there today morning.
It was SO HOT, and ferrets easily get dehydrated, the vet is kinda far, so we go by taxi.
SHE IS SO SLOW! I HATE this vet! But unfortunately, she's the only one we know that has this vaccine, since ferrets aren't that common here.
It took forever to be our turn, Dill was stressed, he digs the transport cage's grating, trying to open it, it makes me feel so bad, so I keep my hand on the grating, he always scratchs me while digging, and after he get tired, he lies down close to the grating so I can pet him.

So, when we arrive at the "waiting room" aka balcony or whatever that thing out-of-house is and no one even's there to make your "check in" or something, I keep him on my lap, and this way he gets more confortable.

But yet it takes so long, but the WORSE part, is when the waiting ends.

The vet might think she's the best pet owner ever or something, the first thing she said when we got in was, "Oi gordo, balofo, seu gordo" which's like, hi fat, fat you fat! (I just know one way to call fat in english).

You cannot imagine how I HATE when people call him FAT!

It's not like, I just spoil him (ok maybe I DO spoil him), but the fact is, I do NOT see fatness AT ALL!
And she just sounds like she's indirectly saying we should take better care of him!

OK, maybe it's all just in my head...
I can no longer tell...
I admit I'm kinda jealous about him, well he's MY baby....
Ok, but one thing I'm sure, HE AINT FAT

My head hurts

Dill was supposed to be vaccinated again today, it'd be the last time, and then he would just be vaccinated early, but his vet went out on a little trip to another city, AFF, he NEVER gets to be vaccinated RIGHT on the date, now we'll have to take him there on friday or saturday.

I don't know why but I'm crazy to the new Full Metal Alchemist series to start, I didn't watch the old one but I saw some scenes and all but I think the end was totally off. I hope they make this new one based on the manga, I don't read it either but Luiza does, and by what she tells me it looks lots better than the anime.
Talking about Bones studio, they're starting to change Soul Eater's story, it's not exactly like the manga anymore, and I'm afraid they make a bad end for Stein, the pics from the last epis I saw... hurt me inside....

And LOL, I was talking to Luiza on MSN and she was watching some random FMA episode, looking for something, and she stoped the video to talk to me, AND LOOK! http://img231.imageshack.us/img231/1010/oporquedoescandalour3.png
She screamed like crazy for that!! CX
And so did I when she showed me! Lol

 My sisters and I decided we'd try to make a plush, and we chose to make:
<-- Excalibur!

We thought he looked easy to make!
So, yesterday we made the model on paper, it looked fine! And it was also easy to do! When our mom came back from her work, she bought a white fabric for us to build him!
We started cutting the models immediately! AHAHA

But even that Luiza and I were both sewing, we didn' get to finnish it yesterday, but today we completed it! Now we just have to find something to make the clothing and the hat!
I think it's fine for the "first" try, the actually first and second thirt and etc, plush we made, were looooooooong ago!

Well, it's good, but it's gonna be so much better with his clothes!
Some pics here: http://pics.livejournal.com/griffinwind/gallery/000026da?page=1

And it was lot of fun to do too~

My sisters and I watched the end of the Avatar series, it was totally love.
I loved it ALL!! All the Sokka scenes!! I screamed like crazy on my sisters' ears!! HAUHAU
And at the end, we started screaming for a Kataang kiss, my throat hurt for the whole day but it was sooooooooo funny! HHAHhha

We played A LOT of Wii! So that we haven't been on MSN for some days...
So, we made lots of videoclips on Wii Music, it's awesome!
Thais found a very old file on Luiza's PC, Reborn! for Wii we downloaded BEFORE we get our Wii! Just so that we wouldn't wait anything to play! Haha!
So it worked and we played it too!! Soooo awesome!

Yesterday wasn't so awesome though.
There was a discussion between me and a guy, I got pissed. Everything I can offer isn't enough.
I wonder where, WHERE DID I GO WRONG
Maybe it was by doing everything he asked me, everything he wanted, everything for him, keep to my self things I knew it'd hurt him, and etc, cuz it's not enough for him.
I guess the day people will sell a Love-Potion on the mall, which you can BUY and CHOOSE WHO you LOVE, maybe THAT DAY I will be good enough for him.

Aye, I am not free to love